New year, hopefully new me
I know I've had a tendency to vent my frustrations, even when they're valid it doesn't really give me the help I'm looking for. I know I'm not regarded for my talents, but I can't rely on the other artists for their approval partly because of that. Easier said than done I'm sure, but if advice like this is what I need to improve and enjoy things again then so be it. I don't know if my dreams will ever come true, but the least I can do now is do what I'm already capable while not letting my goals dictate my self-esteem. It'll still be hard though, emotions are powerful and can be hard to control. I've tried before but I can try again, and keep trying until I actually get better at it. I still hope to earn my reputation and a place in a community, but right now I'll make garbage.
I'm considering having another go promoting my Patreon, again with Lady Dimitrescu as a boxer ala Daz 3D If I do go through with the concept who would you want her to be pitted against? It can be any character of any size or gender. https://twitter.com/MoArtStudio/status/1743058305378132360
Dead82, Dead 82- Me!
So, dead82 blocked me... I should be upset considering I did like his work-- but honestly good fuking ridence to him then. After all his spiel about "Israel being under attack" or how "he's being victimized with anti-Semitism" and "Praying for the hostages" and me daring to bring up an actual fucking genocide in Palestine after his repetitive white knighting and pity partying about Israel when his people are clearly better off than the people in Gaza are it's pretty damn clear he already chose the side of the fucking zionist apartheid. It's really a damn shame that Pro-Zionist activity has been popping up regularly here on Deviantart in the last couple months, while any one who dares to speak up for Palestine gets flagged by DA for "hate speech" because of course even DA of all things is Pro-Israel. That said I would like to clarify that not all Jews or even Israeli citizens are pro-zionist, quite the contrary 2/3's of Israelis themselves are very outspoken about how they disapprove of the IDF's constant war crimes, it's just a pity Dead82 ain't one of them, but on the other hand that's at least one less fascist apologist to worry about. LMAO can't believe this will be my last journal entry for 2023! SO not looking forward to 2024...
Other Social Media Sites
A little FYI (Or friendly reminders for those already in the know) I'm on other social media platforms. Youtube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZvJKoUkk6tGeeYuP-eSjfw
Twitter https://twitter.com/MoArtStudio
Tumblr https://www.tumblr.com/blog/mohartproductions Instagram https://www.instagram.com/merrymoproductions/ ArtStation https://www.artstation.com/mohamedyahya Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/Manage/Index Patreon https://www.patreon.com/Mohamed_Yahya I also have BlueSky. If anyone doesn't have an invite you can ask me if you wish. I'm also on Discord if anyone wants to keep tabs with me. I don't have Pixiv though I am tempted to apply, but much of what I've seen on the platform is... questionable. But I might reconsider.
Non Ai Human Art Generator
You know how Bing Image Creator is trending here on DA or on Twitter? Well let me be your art generator.
Give me a prompt for a drawing, or even a 3D art piece and I'll make it for ya.
I wanna get out of my art funk and prove my worth as an artist, and an artist's touch has better clarity over AI anytime. And if money's an issue, screw it. It's on the house. So what will it be?! Just name it!